想念是呼吸的痛

I hide my tears when I say your name,but the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I smile and seem carefree...There is no one who misses you more than me..
I just can't stop thinking you and you never know that how much i miss you..
I can't stop loving you..is hard to control this feeling..is complicated...
what can i do and why don't you just admit it? why? why? why?
All I want is to be happy everyday eventhough i am not able to see you..haihhhhh..
Father..please guide me..tell me what can i do...is getting hurt...
想念是呼吸的痛..